Oh hey there.

Went to visit my friend’s apartment in Patterson and LOOK WHAT I FOUND!

I really don’t think I’ve ever had to take prescribed medicine until now. I was even honestly kind of excited to get my first orange pill bottle…

But now, this shit sucks. It’s finals week and I can’t concentrate because I’m drowsy and am experiencing migraines again.

Damn side effects. If this doesn’t make me better in a week, I will be legitimately pissed.

04.04.13 & 04.05.13 Late Movie Nights

04.03.13 Hotpot Hotpot

Dinner with my parents. I’ve missed mango shakes so much. :’)

04.02.13 Cafe 50’s

Late night dessert.

04.01.13 Philippe’s & Griffith Park Observatory

The day we “trespassed.” -___________-

03.31.13 Brodard Restaurant

DeDe’s 21st birthday lunch with her family.

03.30.13 Paid Dues Festival 2013

Of course I would forget to bring my camera and end up with shitty pictures..

I didn’t really get to interact with artists this time around, but I still had a lot of fun catching up with people I’ve met before. :)

Highlights:

SOUTH KOREA 2013

Turned in my Dankook University application and paid the application fee on March 27th. Received my acceptance letter on March 28th.

THEN BOUGHT MY PLANE TICKET ON APRIL 5TH, SIGNIFYING THAT THIS TRIP IS REAL.

How can I concentrate on anything else when I’ll be playing in S. Korea with DeDe and Debbie in 73 days!? Debbie and I also have an overnight layover in Japan, so there’s THAT to think about, too. I don’t want to just end up sleeping in the airport…

But yeah, my mind is occupied with so many things other than my school work. It’s hard.

Like the only problem that my first grade teacher had with me (as written on one of my report cards) was that I was constantly daydreaming… SO SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE, MRS. WHEELER.

I feel like I want some things to be more complicated just because I don’t believe they could be that simple.

Sometimes I just need to have one or a few bad days, vent to something or a trusted person, and thoroughly think things out before I do anything drastic. This allows me to still be honest with myself while I get over the negative aspects of my life more quickly.

If I don’t do this, I word-vomit on those who might not even deserve it; I say things, good or bad, that I end up regretting.

I’m pushing myself to believe that almost everything is my choice, so I’m not going to let things bother me when I don’t get what I expect. Instead, I’m either going to see if what I’m pursuing is worth it, and THEN figure out if I should keep going.

I wasn’t always like this, so even just acknowledging that I’m capable of this mindset makes me feel more optimisitic

These changes to myself have made me realize how I’m actually growing up. If no one else likes my self-proclaimed improvements, I don’t even care ‘cause I’m damn proud of who I’m becoming. :)

I’m apparently a straight-forward Sourpatch Kid who thinks too much.

Different

I’ve been holding myself back to prevent any damages.

At the same time, I feel like every feeling, positive or negative, is new and exciting anyway.

It kind of feels like I’ve been given reasons to start blogging again.

I like it.