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Thu, 25 Apr 2013 18:39:17 -0700

04.04.13 & 04.05.13 Late Movie Nights

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 22:00:27 -0700

04.04.13 & 04.05.13 Late Movie Nights

04.03.13 Hotpot Hotpot Dinner with my parents. I’ve missed...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 20:00:27 -0700

04.03.13 Hotpot Hotpot

Dinner with my parents. I’ve missed mango shakes so much. :’)

04.02.13 Cafe 50’s Late night dessert.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 18:00:31 -0700

04.02.13 Cafe 50’s

Late night dessert.

04.01.13 Philippe’s & Griffith Park Observatory The...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 16:00:00 -0700

04.01.13 Philippe’s & Griffith Park Observatory

The day we “trespassed.” -___________-

03.31.13 Brodard Restaurant DeDe’s 21st birthday lunch...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 15:34:00 -0700

03.31.13 Brodard Restaurant

DeDe’s 21st birthday lunch with her family.

03.30.13 Paid Dues Festival 2013 Of course I would forget to...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 14:32:00 -0700

03.30.13 Paid Dues Festival 2013

Of course I would forget to bring my camera and end up with shitty pictures..

I didn’t really get to interact with artists this time around, but I still had a lot of fun catching up with people I’ve met before. :)

Highlights:

- Watched a bit of Talib Kweli.
- Walked and stood behind Macklemore while I was backstage during Trinidad James’ set.
- Skipped the HUGE crowd by maneuvering our way in restricted areas to watch Macklemore perform from the VIP pit.
- Witnessed Scarface just get up and leave the meet and greet to go talk to his friends. The fans in line were pissed.
- Nipsey Hussle was actually the nicest artist I met that night. And he has cute friends.
- Autographs: I think I was only there for Killer Mike, Talib Kweli, Hopsin, Scarface, and Nispey Hussle
- Took TWO hours to get out of the parking lot. INSANE. I even missed Black Hippy’s set so I could beat traffic… didn’t happen.

SOUTH KOREA 2013

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 04:00:00 -0700

Turned in my Dankook University application and paid the application fee on March 27th. Received my acceptance letter on March 28th.

THEN BOUGHT MY PLANE TICKET ON APRIL 5TH, SIGNIFYING THAT THIS TRIP IS REAL.

How can I concentrate on anything else when I’ll be playing in S. Korea with DeDe and Debbie in 73 days!? Debbie and I also have an overnight layover in Japan, so there’s THAT to think about, too. I don’t want to just end up sleeping in the airport…

But yeah, my mind is occupied with so many things other than my school work. It’s hard.

Like the only problem that my first grade teacher had with me (as written on one of my report cards) was that I was constantly daydreaming… SO SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE, MRS. WHEELER.

I feel like I want some things to be more complicated just because I don’t believe they could...

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 11:14:00 -0700

I feel like I want some things to be more complicated just because I don’t believe they could be that simple.

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Wed, 20 Mar 2013 21:45:00 -0700

Sometimes I just need to have one or a few bad days, vent to something or a trusted person, and...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 04:46:00 -0700

Sometimes I just need to have one or a few bad days, vent to something or a trusted person, and thoroughly think things out before I do anything drastic. This allows me to still be honest with myself while I get over the negative aspects of my life more quickly.

If I don’t do this, I word-vomit on those who might not even deserve it; I say things, good or bad, that I end up regretting.

I’m pushing myself to believe that almost everything is my choice, so I’m not going to let things bother me when I don’t get what I expect. Instead, I’m either going to see if what I’m pursuing is worth it, and THEN figure out if I should keep going.

I wasn’t always like this, so even just acknowledging that I’m capable of this mindset makes me feel more optimisitic

These changes to myself have made me realize how I’m actually growing up. If no one else likes my self-proclaimed improvements, I don’t even care ‘cause I’m damn proud of who I’m becoming. :)

I’m apparently a straight-forward Sourpatch Kid who thinks too much.

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 03:57:59 -0800

I’m apparently a straight-forward Sourpatch Kid who thinks too much.

Different

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 13:18:35 -0800

I’ve been holding myself back to prevent any damages.

At the same time, I feel like every feeling, positive or negative, is new and exciting anyway.

It kind of feels like I’ve been given reasons to start blogging again.

I like it.

I want more sushi.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 21:12:00 -0800

I want more sushi.

reallyclever replied to your photo: Last Friday. Ceramics and tattoos. i don’t understand the first...

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 10:04:15 -0800

reallyclever replied to your photo: Last Friday. Ceramics and tattoos.

i don’t understand the first picture.

I really don’t either.

Last Friday. Ceramics and tattoos.

Wed, 13 Feb 2013 23:25:00 -0800

Last Friday.

Ceramics and tattoos.

Once a week just doesn’t seem like enough time for me. I suppose quality over...

Mon, 11 Feb 2013 23:23:00 -0800

Once a week just doesn’t seem like enough time for me.

I suppose quality over quantity?… I don’t know.

Out of the blue, one of my fellow board members told me I should go for ETC President next...

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 20:23:00 -0800

Out of the blue, one of my fellow board members told me I should go for ETC President next year… and that if I didn’t, she couldn’t see anyone else be it.

Well wasn’t that an awesome little self-esteem boost :)

First weekend of the semester was definitely a good one. :) But...

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 05:06:00 -0800

First weekend of the semester was definitely a good one. :)

But I got nothing school-related done.

Fuck.

“Don’t fake it till you make it. Fake it until you become it.” - Amy...

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 15:12:56 -0800

“Don’t fake it till you make it. Fake it until you become it.” - Amy Cuddy

Lately, I’ve been fooling myself to think the opposite of how I really feel so that the “fakeness” becomes my reality.

I realize this doesn’t or shouldn’t always apply to everything in my life… but this has been one of my stronger defense mechanisms. The other being that I close myself off and shut down my emotions..

So what am I supposed to do when my real thoughts are clouding around and trying to break down my act? Fight back or go with the flow?

I guess I’ll find out soon enough.